As I site here New Years Eve, I am looking back at the year and I can honestly say I am not sad to say goodbye to 2007. What a freakin’ year!
For some reason I have been really down lately. This is usually my favorite time of year…especially Christmas! I took down my tree and all my decorations right after Christmas day. The way I have felt this year, they wouldn’t have even gone up but I did it for the kids and my husband.
Tomorrow is our anniversary and I am working all day. Maybe that is another reason why I am so bummed. I have been putting in so many hours lately I am tired. I have to be up early in the morning but I wanted to at least stay up until midnight. We like to watch the ball drop.
I know I really shouldn’t be here crying over how bad I have it because there are so many people out there that have it so much worse. I should reflect on what I have and that is a beautiful family and a husband I absolutely adore.
That is my New Years Resolution. I know I am thankful for what I have but maybe I don’t show it enough. It is hard to do when your mind races about bills and debts you owe. It is amazing how money problems can make you feel this way. People know me as a fun and outgoing person. I guess I hide these debt issues pretty well. After today I will try my hardest not to worry about it so much.
I am off. I will be writing more tomorrow. Happy New Year!
