Dec

Another panic attack-I don’t like those!

These past 2 weeks have been full of ups and downs. I will start off by saying last week was very bad at work and I had my first panic attack in months! Conflicts with the big boss were really upsetting me. I had a decision to make:

quit and really be screwed
stay-sit with a “sourpuss” face and bad attitude until I find other work
not do anything and take it and be upset and have more panic attacks
kill him with kindness-miserable people just hate that (this is of course until I find something else)

I chose option 4. I don’t like panic attacks. They are scary! I honestly think though-if I keep killing him with kindness-he will probably fire me. Ouch-never been fired from a job but then again if I get fired-I get unemployment. I don’t want to be on unemployment but it is nice to know that option is there. Gosh, why can’t people just be happy and get along? Why all the misery?

My husband felt really bad about it all yet feels helpless because work is very scarce here. The project he was given was put on hold. He has officially been without work for 2 weeks. An email from the company is promising work by next week. He finally got desperate and asked me about the surveys and stuff that I do just to have something coming in. So I set him up with a few and he has already made a few bucks! He is very computer literate-hardware wise but does not know much about blogs and social communities and all that. He does sell on ebay though. I decided to sign him up for Ehow and came home yesterday to 4 articles filled with pictures and everything! I was impressed. I am on now finding more for him to do online. It is kind of cute because he is still kind of clueless on commenting and all that. He is learning though. I hope he makes money at it. It would be nice if we both could make money from home and online. Life would be so much easier! I am exploring the possibilities and hope to share anything I find on here.

One last little update and oh I don’t really like this one so I saved it for last: I got the money for the lawyer BUT rent is due by tonight and since hubby has been slow-I gotta take it to pay the rent. Geese, I can’t believe how hard it has been getting the money up for this lawyer! It is slower than expected but I will do it.